I thought of what jolyn told me last night and i find it damn true. it doesnt matter whether you give a damn about me anymore. because in the long run to come. im not going to see you in 10 years time nor am i going to see you forever. the only people that ill be seeing is my parents. And i rlly wna make them proud. i dont wna dissapoint them nor do i want my relatives to look down at us. Im so sick of that. Them bullying my mom and dad. just because they think theyre rich? so what they are so snobbish stingy and judgemental. But who am i to judge anyway? I rlly needa buck up and work twice or even 10 times harder,but i cant stop keeping out negative thoughts in my head. Kinda hate it alot. i just want god to give me the strength to become more stronger more wise so that ill be able to face the world out there.
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