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im just so sick and tired of everything,
im sick of being unappreciated,
im sick of being scolded and yell at on,
im sick of my tuition teachers constantly telling my mom negative comments bout my work,
im sick of trying to do my best in sch but ending in failures,
im sick of telling myself tomorrow is gonna be a better day but it always ends up the same,
just another bad day,
im just so sick of this and that and everything,
im sick of always being left behind and alone,
im sick of trying my best to be okay when i know im not,
im sick of being mad fun at,
im sick of being unappreciated,
im sick that my existence doesnt give a damn to everybody,
im sick of always being a porcelain doll,
fragile,
helpless,
unwanted
and
breakable.
im just so sick and tired of everything.
i feel that no matter how hard i try to fit myself in this world i just end up putting it in ruins.
sighs gdbye i doubt anyone will bother to read this so yeap.
xx